Rihanna Visits Alan Carr

i honestly don't care what anybody says ... i'm starting to love her more and more.

and i adore her "two-piece" onesie. lol. despite what the haters @ Bossip have to say ... -_-

I Am

... ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respects the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

as i sit now

... i a procrastinating. in essence (just for you ... yes you ... because you love that word. yes, that was sarcasm.) ... prolonging that which i am currently using to set me free on the rest of my endeavors.

i a disappointing myself. if you only understood how focused ... fixated .. obsessed i can be with things that provide me immense joy and immediate results ... sigh. if only i could make that work for school as well. meanwhile, one of my students may very well be stumbling along my blog now ... losing faith.

PSA: school is cool. don't quit. ever. -_- ... it's worth it in the end?

what i want: to cook for a wife and children ... to be loved in utter reciprocity ... to be somewhere planning someone's event ... or promoting some excellent production ... or brainstorming new ways to get money ... (like ... wait no! these are my ideas! not yours!) ... in order to save and invest and make more money ... and make sure my kids understand how they can do the same. ... or for the sole purpose of living it up like jay and bey ... whatever.

i must will myself to write. i can do it. i am smart. i care ... about these issues ... (ok, i give less than two fucks about medieval literature) ... but i care about the rest of what i am doing.

fear is nothing. i can get this done.

... thanks for tuning in for the pep talk. hope we dont have to do this again. ...

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JamiGate 09

So Jim Jam came to town ...

and we were stuck in NY for awhile ....

meanwhile ... you'd think of all the NY Myspace/Facebook/Twitter/Linkedin/etc friends I have ... I would have called someone for directions. nope. silly me.

sigh ... the adventures are as follows ...

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.... ok, so really ... these kids helped brighten our holidays!!!

indeed. bailey rae. like i've loved her long time.

Corinne Bailey Rae "I'd Do It All Again"

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